I can be a bit like this too. Sometimes I can get really excited for something, but a lot of the times I like things, and like to do them, but I can be super lazy and drag my feet. That being said, my passion is dogs. At a time it was horses when I was younger. I used to spend hours and hours at the barn. Whole days, riding 6 times a week for up to 2 hours for 'regular rides'. But slowly that dwindled. I still love horses and you had those great rides jumping high. and slowly my laziness took over and I rode less and less, till I finally sold my horse cause the cost of his upkeep and care was too much to spend when I rode so little. Like I said now it's dogs. I can still be lazy with that. I should do even a bit of training everyday and I don't. I should spend more time playing and being with them than I spend on my computer or watching tv. But I love my dogs and cuddling with them and taking training classes with them and showing my own boy and hoping to eventual compete in performance events with all of them. This is something I do want to work on. I think a lot of it needs to start with diet and exercise to lose some excess weight and feel healthier and have more energy. I also need to force myself to get out and just do it cause I usually love it once I'm doing it. I definitely like to have things more structured. I like having classes and then being able to work on what the instructor tells me to work on. I'm not as good about finding things to work on on my own.