Well this just sucks. Everything was going great and I freaking crashed and burned. March 12th I got let go from work thanks to a ****ty new coworker. Apparently I ****ed her off by letting her know she forgot the mail bag for delivery. She gave me attitude basically telling me to go f myself but I didn't say anything I just let it go. A week later I was put under investigation for sleeping on my shift (I wasn't) with them having a "witness". I contested it and they decided the allegations where true and because of WI 1 year probationary period requiring 0 write ups I was subsequently fired. She later admitted to a coworker that she lied. But it was too late to bring that coworker foreword. Sadly this resulted in me going off the rails and checking into the mental health facility at the VA for 3 days due to suicidal ideations. I loved my job and that ***** took it away from me. I was put on Zoloft which resulted in me worshipping the toilet, having an anxiety attack and sleeping on the floor. The nurses didn't like that too much. So i was switched to lexipro which is much better. Kinda in a blank mind state right now which I'm ok with. Got back home yesterday and am cuddling the pets. My dad had them while I was in the loony bin. The nurses where great and really nice, the doctor listened as far as I could tell but ya I'm never taking Zoloft again. Just back to the drawing board. Monday I'm going back to the VA since the nurses suggested I try getting a job there as most of the employees are vets. I have out patient treatment set up already as well. The kitchen is getting done still since I already paid for it and I will still be going to visit my sister as I also bought that plane ticket a month ago, no sense in it being wasted. All those 60-80hr weeks, weeks of training and sacrafices where for nothing.