Good, that's a happy place then. I'm sorry your health is gone down, but you can still take lessons to get your horse fix. I know it's not the same.. thinking of you. I still find it hard to accept, but my body reminds me frequently. I filled a niche on Pinterest when I ran across it too with horses, it gives me a lot of stress free fun. There's always something to be thankful for. (((Hugs))) to you trooper.